So, I thought of the things that made me happy this year, trying to copy dI-cHan-XD's latest entry on her blog, but I noticed that all of it happened either last year or in the beginning of this year. My year started off great. I had missed all of my classmates and when I saw them, I nearly jumped around and screamed. Then it just got worse and worse. It feels like, all my friends are starting to back away from me, and I am losing contact with lots of friends from 2 years ago. It feels as if my life took a wrong turn, and didn't know how to get back! Lots of things that excited me last year, bores me now. I'm not even looking foward to summer, because I know that in the summer, nothing will happen and I won't be able to see my friends for a long time. I feel that I am losing friends faster and faster. Piano is just another thing I have to get through. I have no idea what is happening right now. I just want my life to go back the way it was in the beginning of the year. I don't know if it's stress, or if it's pressure. I have been slacking off in a few classes now, and I am not feeling the same. Right now, is probably the deepest time of my year and it just makes me want to scream! I am hoping that next year would be MUCH better, since I won't have athletics and it won't interfere with the rest of my life. But I still don't know what is happening to me.
P.S. No, I am not becoming EMO
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I kind of know how you feel...I don't want to have summer vacation either cuz i'll definitely miss my friends... Don't despair, things will probably get better... My 7th grade year wasn't really well either and your 8th grade year will probably be better :)
ReplyDeleteWell keeping in touch with old friends does take a bit of effort, but it's not as hard as might think ... And it's exciting to be able to make some NEW friends too, isn't it? =)
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