What?!

Don't you just hate it when someone says they are coming to your house, but then right after you cleaned everything up and got everything ready, they say that they won't be coming? Well, it was exactly that today. But the thing is, they didn't really tell me that they were coming, but I assumed it, because my mom invited their parents. It was like doing everything, for NOTHING at all.

I mean, it does feel good to have a clean room and a clean desk, and a clean sink, but I think that it was very tiring, so I wouldn't do it on a daily basis, unless someone lives with us for like a week, or a month. I also liked the feel of cleaning for some reason. I felt very relaxed and it made me feel very refreshed. I just wouldn't do it very often. Maybe that's why I am so gloomy nowadays.

What a boring year....

So, I thought of the things that made me happy this year, trying to copy dI-cHan-XD's latest entry on her blog, but I noticed that all of it happened either last year or in the beginning of this year. My year started off great. I had missed all of my classmates and when I saw them, I nearly jumped around and screamed. Then it just got worse and worse. It feels like, all my friends are starting to back away from me, and I am losing contact with lots of friends from 2 years ago. It feels as if my life took a wrong turn, and didn't know how to get back! Lots of things that excited me last year, bores me now. I'm not even looking foward to summer, because I know that in the summer, nothing will happen and I won't be able to see my friends for a long time. I feel that I am losing friends faster and faster. Piano is just another thing I have to get through. I have no idea what is happening right now. I just want my life to go back the way it was in the beginning of the year. I don't know if it's stress, or if it's pressure. I have been slacking off in a few classes now, and I am not feeling the same. Right now, is probably the deepest time of my year and it just makes me want to scream! I am hoping that next year would be MUCH better, since I won't have athletics and it won't interfere with the rest of my life. But I still don't know what is happening to me.

P.S. No, I am not becoming EMO

Arggg

Recently, I can't think of ANYTHING to write about... I have lots of things going on at school, but I just don't know how to blog about them. I just want a interesting enough day to be able to blog, but there just hasn't been any. I wish that people would suddenly do something crazy, I can write about it!

So, I have decided to only write on days I feel are interesting. I hope that will come often... But I will still try to write everyday if I can. So, anyways I have decided to run for secretary at my school, because a whole bunch of popular people are running for the president and VP positions. I hope that I can win!

WISH ME LUCK

A good dinner

Dinner. Such a magical word! It makes us think of many different things. For Example, you may think of dinner as a time to eat, socialize, or just to sit down and relax. But the thing is, have you thought of a GOOD dinner? How that would go? Would it include all of these things?

A good dinner to me is either having LOTS of people over and just having a blast, or just making up your own creation and sit down to relax and eat. The perfect dinner would start off with a movie, then dinner, then movies until the night is over.

What I call a boring dinner, is getting wayyyy too full, because you didn't socialize and the only you did was eat. That would kind of ruin the fun and relaxation of dinner, because you would be hurting the rest of the night, and there would be nobody to talk to!

So, my question is... Have you had a good/perfect dinner lately? If you haven't, go to somewhere that is full of people and eat and have fun! (Somewhere like Main Event)

Yes!

Yes Man! is another very meaniful movie. It shows how much some people are afraid of commitment. How some people just doesn't want to get involved in the world, just living their little life by themselves. It makes me think of what my life would be like, if I didn't have any friends, or any fun at all! I liked the idea of saying 'Yes!' to certain things but saying 'No!' to things that you don't like or don't want to do! I just might try this out some day for a week or so, then moving on to months and so on. You should try that too!

I recently had a experience. There was some new kids at my church, but I just couldn't get myself over there to introduce myself. My friends tried to drag me over there, but I was just saying 'No.' I felt that if I had said 'Yes!' today and went over to introduce myself, they would have had a much better time and I would have had a much better time. This type of experience has happened a lot. I am not anti-social and I am sort of outgoing, but I can just never EVER get myself to talk to some stranger and get to know them. But if I said 'Yes' a little more often and gather up the courage to talk to them, it might lead to something good. For me, and for them!

Well, if you haven't seen the movie yet, go see it! You won't regret it. It gets a very powerful point through, but adds a little comedy so that you won't get bored half-way and fall asleep. I rate this movie a 4/5 stars.

Remember, say 'YES!'

Hotel Rwanda

Hotel is one of the most meaniful movie I have ever seen in my short 13-year life. It shows just how stupid some people can be. Just basically abandoning a group of people in a country just because of their color. When I was watching it, I couldn't believe that the genocide had really happened. When I saw the dead bodies, I just wondered, "How could have they pulled the trigger?" and every single time I heard the word 'cockroach' I just wanted to go and slap the dude. I mean, you can't really tell the difference between what they called a Hutu and a Tutsi. Just like that one person in the beginning of the movie said, about how the two girls could be twins and yet, they have two different 'labels'. When I saw the part when the people were running and the soldiers were killing them, I just thought, "What if that was my family running and suddenly my parents got shot. What would I do?" That thought made me almost want to cry. Right now, I am so glad that racism is not as bad as it was 10~20 years ago.

This movie is overall REALLY awesome. I feel that EVERYONE should go watch it, if you haven't already. I hope that this will affect you just a little and make you want to do something about this. Anyone that is reading this should go to www.invisiblechildren.com . That website was made for the war that is going on in Africa right now. How the soldiers would kidnapp the young children during the middle of the night and train them to become soldiers. I really hope this would stop and if you watched the video on the website, you would see the problem.